Lydia Martin
24 October 2013 @ 03:38 pm
I need to talk to you guys about something.

I've been given access to the City Solutions labs to be able to find out more about what I am. But I've been giving Chekov half-assed information about why I am what I am. He wants to help me.

The thing is, in order to make the most of the lab's resources, I would need to give him a lot more information than he has, and I promised both of you I wouldn't give out details or out anybody.

This is important to me. If Chekov can help me find answers and I can learn to control this thing, it's like we said, Scott - we could save people's lives. Stop death before it happens. And right now the only person who may have answers is your uncle, Derek. And he's not here.

The fact that understanding myself may depend on the man who attacked me and made me do those things makes me sick to my stomach.

So I'm asking you both to talk to me and let me convince you to at least let me talk to Pavel so that he can help me figure this out.