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[majorcrotchgrab]

... I should've known it was too good to be true. But... I don't want to leave. T-they have no right to kick us out when they're the ones that dragged us here...! It's not fair!

[Yeah, he isn't happy about leaving everyone. He knows he should return home... return to Volgin but... he's tasted the spice of life and wants more.]

This.. this is stupid.

[He's trying to be more angry about it for the recording but... it's might be obvious to those who really know him that he's actually depressed. Raikov sits leaning over with his hands cover his face]

Why couldn't they have given us more time...? It's not fair. B... because I don't know what to do...


[Action//Locked to Nathan]

[After quite some time of moping on the bed and trying to sort out his thoughts, he goes looking for Nathan around the mansion. His eyes are red and puffy from crying, and he's mentally cursing himself for it.]

Nathan...? Are you home...?


[OOC: Polllyyyy. ;___; /grabby hands. I'm sorry for the angsty post. Raikov won't be going out much. He's too in denial of what's happening and is just shutting himself up in the mansion. Feel free to have your character harass him to come outside though. He srsly needs it.]

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[majorcrotchgrab]

[He purses his lips, his bottom one trembling. God dammit, he doesn't want to cry again]

... I know.

[He takes a deep breath and slowly releases it]

Nathan... I... They said we can go anywhere... Can we... ... D-do you...

[Ugh, just spit it out, Ivan!]

... I want to stay with you.

[He places his hands on top of Nathan's.]

I want to go somewhere where we can be together.

[manyadenouement]

[Well now...this is a surprise. He blinks a moment then smiles at his lover.]

So you want to stay with me?

[That will complicate things since one of them is immortal and yet...]

You would rather come with me instead of going home?

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov nods]

It's probably for the best for me to go with you.

[As much as he loved Volgin, bringing Nathan back would not be the best idea. The last thing he wanted was to complicate his relationships more]

They said we can go anywhere, right...?

[manyadenouement]

What if we went to some world that allowed us to travel?

[Then they could go anywhere and they could find some way to deal with the immortality issue.]

Oh and I insist we take my pets.

[He likes his fire breathing puffballs.]

I totally forgot about those.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[ He presses his forehead against Nathan's and smiles]

I like the sound of that... Just the two of us... and the pets.

YOU FORGOT OUR CHILDREN?

[manyadenouement]

Never fear, Ivan. You won't be able to get rid of me.

[He gives him a kiss and pulls his head down so he can give him a deeper kiss.]

You are mine now.

GOLDFISH MEMORY.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov purrs into the kiss and wraps his arms around his lover's neck]

All yours...

OUR CHILDREN

[manyadenouement]

I adore you. I am pleased you intend to stay with me.

[He kisses him again then turns him around to press him against the closest wall.]

Oh. And I'm going to find us a way to get you to live with me eternity.

I REMEMBER THEM NOW.

[majorcrotchgrab]

How could I not? You're absolutely perfect...

[He grunts as he's pressed against the wall and slides a leg between Nathan's. ... But wait... eternity...? Raikov blinks]

Wait... So then... like that curse day...?

OH FINE. I FORGIVE YOU.

[manyadenouement]

Yes. If you are going to be with me, I want us to last.

[He pouts a little bit.]

I have been alone a long time. I don't intend to be that way again when i can have you.

<3333

[majorcrotchgrab]

Nathan...

[That strikes deep, man. And he rather likes how possessive that makes him sound.]

Do you think it's actually possible...?

[He's conflicted on the matter, honestly. If he becomes a chiropteran... would he ever be able to go home...? But that would mean leaving Nathan...

[manyadenouement]

Yes. Of course, we'd have to find a way in the first place.

[He sighs because he certainly can't do it. He doesn't have that ability in his blood.]

I must insist we go out in style. Only the most stylish of clothing.

[Amazing how quickly he shifts the topic, right?]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov notices the subject change but doesn't say anything about it. The topic must really bother Nathan...]

I feel... I should wear my uniform.

[Was it wrong of him to want to cling to aspects of his old life?]

[manyadenouement]

You will be irresistible to me. I can never resist a man in uniform.

[He nips his chin.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He grins]

So you're fine with me wearing that as a departure outfit?

[manyadenouement]

But of course. Especially if I can make you a fine coat with fur to go on top of it.

[He kisses him again.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov returns the kiss]

I have the perfect idea for that.

[manyadenouement]

Oh? Do tell.

[Because Nathan and fashion...]

WHY YOU STILL UP

[majorcrotchgrab]

I used to have an overcoat to my uniform. I can sketch it out for you if you don't mind replicating it...

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY. I'M ALWAYS AWAKE RIGHT NOW.

[manyadenouement]

Please do! That will be perfect!

[He can have that made up that day!]

I KNOW. WHY.

[majorcrotchgrab]

I will.

As for right now... You have me pinned against this wall. Any reason why...?

BECAUSE IT'S ONLY ALMOST 4

[manyadenouement]

Because you look so pretty when you're pinned. It makes me want to do terrible things to you.

i forget you're on cali time.

[majorcrotchgrab]

You should do terrible things. It'll make me feel better.

sure am!

[manyadenouement]

My~! What a pervert you!

[That is not a complaint.]

i forget all the things orz

[majorcrotchgrab]

It's your fault.