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[majorcrotchgrab]

... I should've known it was too good to be true. But... I don't want to leave. T-they have no right to kick us out when they're the ones that dragged us here...! It's not fair!

[Yeah, he isn't happy about leaving everyone. He knows he should return home... return to Volgin but... he's tasted the spice of life and wants more.]

This.. this is stupid.

[He's trying to be more angry about it for the recording but... it's might be obvious to those who really know him that he's actually depressed. Raikov sits leaning over with his hands cover his face]

Why couldn't they have given us more time...? It's not fair. B... because I don't know what to do...


[Action//Locked to Nathan]

[After quite some time of moping on the bed and trying to sort out his thoughts, he goes looking for Nathan around the mansion. His eyes are red and puffy from crying, and he's mentally cursing himself for it.]

Nathan...? Are you home...?


[OOC: Polllyyyy. ;___; /grabby hands. I'm sorry for the angsty post. Raikov won't be going out much. He's too in denial of what's happening and is just shutting himself up in the mansion. Feel free to have your character harass him to come outside though. He srsly needs it.]

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[manyadenouement]

[And Nathan is there in a breath, pressing a kiss to his lips and gathering him close. He's...not happy but he knows he needs to take care of Raikov now. It's his number one priority.]

I'm here, darling.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov immediately clings to him and returns the kiss, trying not to start crying again. He had to tell him how he felt. It was now or never... and if the latter, he'd never see the man again.]

... I don't want to go.

[manyadenouement]

Are you going to cry?

[He gently runs his hands along his face, smiling gently at him.]

Tears don't suit you.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He purses his lips, his bottom one trembling. God dammit, he doesn't want to cry again]

... I know.

[He takes a deep breath and slowly releases it]

Nathan... I... They said we can go anywhere... Can we... ... D-do you...

[Ugh, just spit it out, Ivan!]

... I want to stay with you.

[He places his hands on top of Nathan's.]

I want to go somewhere where we can be together.

[manyadenouement]

[Well now...this is a surprise. He blinks a moment then smiles at his lover.]

So you want to stay with me?

[That will complicate things since one of them is immortal and yet...]

You would rather come with me instead of going home?

gonna start a new thread before we break the page

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Well, now Nathan definitely can't move. Raikov's got both his arms and legs wrapped around him now. He shudders against him and moans into the kiss. This... this is a nice way to leave the City....]

[manyadenouement]

[Long fingers run along his sides as he breaks the kiss and goes for his neck, intentionally brushing his fangs over his skin. Grinding more, he groans softly against his skin.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

A-ahh... Nathan...

[He's grown to love the feel of those fangs. Raikov tilts his head back and arches into Nathan's touch]

Mmn... What would happen... if you.. nhh.. actually bit me...?

[manyadenouement]

I would drink your blood and you would get off on it.

[thewildone]

I'm suddenly not sure I want to leave either. Or at least I don't want to go home.

[majorcrotchgrab]

Seems like they're giving us a choice of where we can go... Still... I wish we could stay.

[thewildone]

At least we'll remember. That was always the worst part--knowing that if you did get home it would be like none of this ever happened, or that if someone else left they'd just forget you.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He nods]

I don't know what I'd do if I had to forget this place... I mean, I did a few times and obviously never knew when I was back in my home world...

I guess I should be happy they're letting us go where ever and remember things...

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[anunluckypenny]

You know you're one of the people I'll miss the most, right?

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[majorcrotchgrab]

Penny... I'll miss you too, dear. You've... been a big influence to me, you know.

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[anunluckypenny]

I have? In a good way, I hope. Or if it wasn't in a good way, maybe you shouldn't tell me.

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[majorcrotchgrab]

[He chuckles]

In a good way.

... There's something I need to give you. Do you want to meet up somewhere?

[favoritetraitor]

I think there's nothing to do.

[majorcrotchgrab]

Nothing? What do you mean?

[favoritetraitor]

Nothing to do but be evicted. Just as you stated, there's nothing fair about this situation. But it is their home, so...

[majorcrotchgrab]

They kept us here for so long though. To suddenly kick us out... It's a dick move.

[candothat]

Everything ends, Vanya.

Where are you going to go? Back to your strange, backwards world?

[majorcrotchgrab]

I know, Pasha.

[He sighs]

Not right away. Nathan and I are going to explore other worlds first.

[candothat]

Good! That will be exciting! I think that I would do that too, if I could. These doors are much faster than traveling by ship.

[majorcrotchgrab]

If you could? Why can't you?