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[majorcrotchgrab]

... I should've known it was too good to be true. But... I don't want to leave. T-they have no right to kick us out when they're the ones that dragged us here...! It's not fair!

[Yeah, he isn't happy about leaving everyone. He knows he should return home... return to Volgin but... he's tasted the spice of life and wants more.]

This.. this is stupid.

[He's trying to be more angry about it for the recording but... it's might be obvious to those who really know him that he's actually depressed. Raikov sits leaning over with his hands cover his face]

Why couldn't they have given us more time...? It's not fair. B... because I don't know what to do...


[Action//Locked to Nathan]

[After quite some time of moping on the bed and trying to sort out his thoughts, he goes looking for Nathan around the mansion. His eyes are red and puffy from crying, and he's mentally cursing himself for it.]

Nathan...? Are you home...?


[OOC: Polllyyyy. ;___; /grabby hands. I'm sorry for the angsty post. Raikov won't be going out much. He's too in denial of what's happening and is just shutting himself up in the mansion. Feel free to have your character harass him to come outside though. He srsly needs it.]

Comments

I REMEMBER THEM NOW.

[majorcrotchgrab]

How could I not? You're absolutely perfect...

[He grunts as he's pressed against the wall and slides a leg between Nathan's. ... But wait... eternity...? Raikov blinks]

Wait... So then... like that curse day...?

OH FINE. I FORGIVE YOU.

[manyadenouement]

Yes. If you are going to be with me, I want us to last.

[He pouts a little bit.]

I have been alone a long time. I don't intend to be that way again when i can have you.

<3333

[majorcrotchgrab]

Nathan...

[That strikes deep, man. And he rather likes how possessive that makes him sound.]

Do you think it's actually possible...?

[He's conflicted on the matter, honestly. If he becomes a chiropteran... would he ever be able to go home...? But that would mean leaving Nathan...

[manyadenouement]

Yes. Of course, we'd have to find a way in the first place.

[He sighs because he certainly can't do it. He doesn't have that ability in his blood.]

I must insist we go out in style. Only the most stylish of clothing.

[Amazing how quickly he shifts the topic, right?]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov notices the subject change but doesn't say anything about it. The topic must really bother Nathan...]

I feel... I should wear my uniform.

[Was it wrong of him to want to cling to aspects of his old life?]

[manyadenouement]

You will be irresistible to me. I can never resist a man in uniform.

[He nips his chin.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He grins]

So you're fine with me wearing that as a departure outfit?

[manyadenouement]

But of course. Especially if I can make you a fine coat with fur to go on top of it.

[He kisses him again.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov returns the kiss]

I have the perfect idea for that.

[manyadenouement]

Oh? Do tell.

[Because Nathan and fashion...]

WHY YOU STILL UP

[majorcrotchgrab]

I used to have an overcoat to my uniform. I can sketch it out for you if you don't mind replicating it...

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY. I'M ALWAYS AWAKE RIGHT NOW.

[manyadenouement]

Please do! That will be perfect!

[He can have that made up that day!]

I KNOW. WHY.

[majorcrotchgrab]

I will.

As for right now... You have me pinned against this wall. Any reason why...?

BECAUSE IT'S ONLY ALMOST 4

[manyadenouement]

Because you look so pretty when you're pinned. It makes me want to do terrible things to you.

i forget you're on cali time.

[majorcrotchgrab]

You should do terrible things. It'll make me feel better.

sure am!

[manyadenouement]

My~! What a pervert you!

[That is not a complaint.]

i forget all the things orz

[majorcrotchgrab]

It's your fault.

the children...my time zone... /shakes head

[manyadenouement]

Ivan. I am quite sure you were a pervert long before I met you.

/crais in shame

[majorcrotchgrab]

... Maybe. Who's to say?

so this is what our relationship will be. you forgetting things.

[manyadenouement]

The fact that your greeting was to grab my groin.

[Yep. You were so a pervert before he met you, dear.]

Now, I could do terrible things to you all the same.

just like my real life marriage. ='|

[majorcrotchgrab]

It's how we say hello at Groznyj Grad.

[... And he won't be going back. He frowns a bit. Time will remain stopped, right...? He... doesn't want to imagine Volgin without him. Raikov was the only thing that brought a sparkle of humanity to the man's eyes]

You could.

[Maybe some intimate time with Nathan will help him feel better... but it's obvious he's upset again]

/facepalm

[manyadenouement]

[Nope. No distractions. Nathan cups his chin instead.]

Talk to me.

i'm hopeless

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He fidgets a bit]

I'm kind of... scared. And worried... about Yevgeny.

yep

[manyadenouement]

[There it is. He's not even surprised.]

I was wondering when we'd talk of this.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov sighs and brushes his hair back]

I never thought I'd have this problem... I don't feel right leaving him but... I want to be with you...