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[majorcrotchgrab]

... I should've known it was too good to be true. But... I don't want to leave. T-they have no right to kick us out when they're the ones that dragged us here...! It's not fair!

[Yeah, he isn't happy about leaving everyone. He knows he should return home... return to Volgin but... he's tasted the spice of life and wants more.]

This.. this is stupid.

[He's trying to be more angry about it for the recording but... it's might be obvious to those who really know him that he's actually depressed. Raikov sits leaning over with his hands cover his face]

Why couldn't they have given us more time...? It's not fair. B... because I don't know what to do...


[Action//Locked to Nathan]

[After quite some time of moping on the bed and trying to sort out his thoughts, he goes looking for Nathan around the mansion. His eyes are red and puffy from crying, and he's mentally cursing himself for it.]

Nathan...? Are you home...?


[OOC: Polllyyyy. ;___; /grabby hands. I'm sorry for the angsty post. Raikov won't be going out much. He's too in denial of what's happening and is just shutting himself up in the mansion. Feel free to have your character harass him to come outside though. He srsly needs it.]

Comments

WHY YOU STILL UP

[majorcrotchgrab]

I used to have an overcoat to my uniform. I can sketch it out for you if you don't mind replicating it...

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY. I'M ALWAYS AWAKE RIGHT NOW.

[manyadenouement]

Please do! That will be perfect!

[He can have that made up that day!]

I KNOW. WHY.

[majorcrotchgrab]

I will.

As for right now... You have me pinned against this wall. Any reason why...?

BECAUSE IT'S ONLY ALMOST 4

[manyadenouement]

Because you look so pretty when you're pinned. It makes me want to do terrible things to you.

i forget you're on cali time.

[majorcrotchgrab]

You should do terrible things. It'll make me feel better.

sure am!

[manyadenouement]

My~! What a pervert you!

[That is not a complaint.]

i forget all the things orz

[majorcrotchgrab]

It's your fault.

the children...my time zone... /shakes head

[manyadenouement]

Ivan. I am quite sure you were a pervert long before I met you.

/crais in shame

[majorcrotchgrab]

... Maybe. Who's to say?

so this is what our relationship will be. you forgetting things.

[manyadenouement]

The fact that your greeting was to grab my groin.

[Yep. You were so a pervert before he met you, dear.]

Now, I could do terrible things to you all the same.

just like my real life marriage. ='|

[majorcrotchgrab]

It's how we say hello at Groznyj Grad.

[... And he won't be going back. He frowns a bit. Time will remain stopped, right...? He... doesn't want to imagine Volgin without him. Raikov was the only thing that brought a sparkle of humanity to the man's eyes]

You could.

[Maybe some intimate time with Nathan will help him feel better... but it's obvious he's upset again]

/facepalm

[manyadenouement]

[Nope. No distractions. Nathan cups his chin instead.]

Talk to me.

i'm hopeless

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He fidgets a bit]

I'm kind of... scared. And worried... about Yevgeny.

yep

[manyadenouement]

[There it is. He's not even surprised.]

I was wondering when we'd talk of this.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov sighs and brushes his hair back]

I never thought I'd have this problem... I don't feel right leaving him but... I want to be with you...

[manyadenouement]

That's actually the other reason why I wanted us to go somewhere that would give us the power to world jump. Then we could go there at some point to help put your mind at ease.

[He does think of these things.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

Really...? Nathan...

[He's getting teary eyed again]

... Why are you so god damn perfect?

[manyadenouement]

[He gives him another kiss.]

Practice, dear. Practice.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Raikov kisses back and sniffles]

... You're too good to me.

[manyadenouement]

Well, I've become terribly fond of you. I really couldn't help myself.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[He can't help but smile at that]

Thank you, darling...

[manyadenouement]

But of course. You more than repay me by being with me so I want to spoil you and indulge your needs.

[majorcrotchgrab]

[Dammit he's happy. Why are tears rolling down his cheeks?]

How could I not want to be with you?

[He cups Nathan's cheek and kisses him]

... I love you.

[manyadenouement]

And I love you, my dear.

[It's an interesting thing, loving someone. Still, it's quite true.]

[majorcrotchgrab]

[It is interesting. Raikov beams and rests his forehead against Nathan's]