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So. That door that they're working on.

My brother says that it's likely actually going to work. I think he meant that it was actually going to work, but was hedging his bets. I tend to believe him since he knows about this kind of thing.

And I'm just wondering... who here would actually stay if they had the choice? Or wouldn't go back to their own home.

I'd rather stay, personally.

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I hope not. I do really like it here.

Me too, but...

I don't know. I just have a bad feeling about all of this.

What sort of bad feeling?

I don't know.

Just that things are going to be not good. Change-y.

You don't like change?

It's scary.

Sometimes it's not bad, but it means you don't know what will happen and lots of times bad things happen even when you don't want them too.

Sometimes that happens even when you know what might happen.

I know.

I wish I could be not scared, but I'm not so very good at that.

There's nothing wrong with being scared. It means you have some sort of sense.

Really?

I guess maybe.

But sometimes I'm scared even when there's nothing scary.

Or maybe there's something scary but you don't know what it was. Like, you can sense something but no one else can.

Sometimes... sometimes I do kind of know...

There. See.

I just don't know what it means most of the time.

Jono... my brother's boyfriend... gets premonitions and can see the future. Generally he just fakes it when he doesn't know what it means. But he's a twit.

[Rain giggled.]

Why is he a twit?

He's self centered and thinks the world revolves around him. Thinks everyone should do what he says and then get surprised when people disagrees with him.

[More giggling.]

Then what does he do?

Sulks like a five year old.

[And even more giggling.]

That's silly.

He's a very silly man.

I guess so!

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