058 x 850 // voice // but let me explain...

[dignity_misery]

I would have become a slavering animal. He was all I had to keep my mind in place, and it was still deteriorating. I would have eaten him eventually. Eventually.

I decided my mind was more important than my dignity.

He decided that his art was more important than my dignity. He made the choice and I didn't kill him for it.

Because I loved him. He was all that was there to love.

I wasn't worth it anymore, rotting away and hungry for what I couldn't have.

And he never gave it. He kept me starving for him.

I should have eaten his throat out while he was sleeping.

Comments

[othersdie]

I suppose I don't.

[dignity_misery]

I didn't love him, before I died. I didn't love anyone. He was still interesting.

[othersdie]

Interesting. How was he interesting?

[dignity_misery]

He was arrogant and pretentious and a coward. But he was always true to himself, always himself, no compromises for anyone. I liked it. I liked pushing his buttons and making him angry.

[ 8( Barbeeeet ]

[othersdie]

You have interesting taste.

[dignity_misery]

I'm very picky.

[...hahaha. And yet she's cursed, so she's not precisely lying.]