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♦ ♦ 13th Contract
[ The weekend has come and gone. ]
[ Familiar faces have come and gone with it, leaving him feeling like an animal who's been taunted through the bars of a cage. Ugly memories, dormant for so long he expected to be free of them, emerge now as if risen from the dead. Horrors worse than what lurk in a crate of vodka have his head pounding -- tick tick tick like the City Clock. Like a time-bomb. Sometimes he sees Amber, free-floating, whispering riddles in his ears. Sometimes it's Yin, watching him with blank eyes and a sad not-smile. Pai is almost always closeby: never quite visible, calling out to him from behind a spray of blood. ]
[ Barely able to distinguish sleep from wakefulness, he isn't sure which is worse. The City feels twice as surreal after the atmosphere of the weekend, the atmosphere of his mind. ]
[ Fortunately there are ample distractions. ]
[Audio]
So this place has taken its 'prison' aspects a step further.
...Is this a practical joke?
[ Options For Run-Ins: ]
[ Shed: Pent-up energy and a mind for solitude have him trekking through the woods. He's in no mood for the chatter and music of smoky bars. He can't muster that effort to be On tonight -- to handle human faces and prying questions. Worse, the City's full of pests and spies. He'd rather not be out in public, where he could be recognized. The outdoors are a better bet, particularly so late at night. Holed up in an unheated shed, a flask of something foul in his coat pocket, he can lull himself into imperfect numbness. ]
[ If he doesn't freeze to death, locked and stranded, first. ]
[ Houseguest: The moon is pale in the sky. Masked and armed, Hei slinks through rooftops in the early-night darkness. Passing like a shadow past signboards and sloping tiles -- graceful, nearly weightless. He's alert, keeping track of everything. But his mind is fixed on Pai, on Amber and Yin and all the possibilities wasted. The thought-pattern is irrational. A time-waster. Dropping into an empty flat, he tries to snap out of it. It's chilly in here. He doesn't bother switching on the lights. Changing into civilian clothes in the bathroom, he splashes cold water on his face and resolves to head home. ]
[ Until he realizes he's stuck in. ]
[ What now? ]
[OOC: open to action and network replies. I'm cool with assuming he was stuck with more than one person during this curse. On that note, those he's trapped with are welcome to threadjack any network responses! Hei's in a tetchy mood after 4th Wall, so GIVE HIM HELL<3 ]
[ Familiar faces have come and gone with it, leaving him feeling like an animal who's been taunted through the bars of a cage. Ugly memories, dormant for so long he expected to be free of them, emerge now as if risen from the dead. Horrors worse than what lurk in a crate of vodka have his head pounding -- tick tick tick like the City Clock. Like a time-bomb. Sometimes he sees Amber, free-floating, whispering riddles in his ears. Sometimes it's Yin, watching him with blank eyes and a sad not-smile. Pai is almost always closeby: never quite visible, calling out to him from behind a spray of blood. ]
[ Barely able to distinguish sleep from wakefulness, he isn't sure which is worse. The City feels twice as surreal after the atmosphere of the weekend, the atmosphere of his mind. ]
[ Fortunately there are ample distractions. ]
[Audio]
...Is this a practical joke?
[ Options For Run-Ins: ]
[ Shed: Pent-up energy and a mind for solitude have him trekking through the woods. He's in no mood for the chatter and music of smoky bars. He can't muster that effort to be On tonight -- to handle human faces and prying questions. Worse, the City's full of pests and spies. He'd rather not be out in public, where he could be recognized. The outdoors are a better bet, particularly so late at night. Holed up in an unheated shed, a flask of something foul in his coat pocket, he can lull himself into imperfect numbness. ]
[ If he doesn't freeze to death, locked and stranded, first. ]
[ Houseguest: The moon is pale in the sky. Masked and armed, Hei slinks through rooftops in the early-night darkness. Passing like a shadow past signboards and sloping tiles -- graceful, nearly weightless. He's alert, keeping track of everything. But his mind is fixed on Pai, on Amber and Yin and all the possibilities wasted. The thought-pattern is irrational. A time-waster. Dropping into an empty flat, he tries to snap out of it. It's chilly in here. He doesn't bother switching on the lights. Changing into civilian clothes in the bathroom, he splashes cold water on his face and resolves to head home. ]
[ Until he realizes he's stuck in. ]
[ What now? ]
[OOC: open to action and network replies. I'm cool with assuming he was stuck with more than one person during this curse. On that note, those he's trapped with are welcome to threadjack any network responses! Hei's in a tetchy mood after 4th Wall, so GIVE HIM HELL<3 ]
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Everything's awkward and strange and electric. She's painfully aware of how inexperienced she is, and the idea of breaking away and hiding under a rock for the rest of her life is tempting except for the part that involves breaking away. Every time he pulls back, a little whimper escapes her throat and her fingers clutch at his shirt as though to keep him from leaving.]
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[ It's easy to let his hand spread across her back, to slide it up and down, before bringing her hard against him. Her hair is soft and cool on his other hand as he cradles the back of her head, supporting her against his force. There've been so many women since Amber -- marks, quick flings, furtive encounters in hotel rooms, back-alleys of bars and clubs. Nothing serious. This is different. The tension, anticipation, it's familiar and strange at the same time. ]
[ His jaw coaxes her lips open to suck hot and slow on her tongue. An exploration and a question in itself. More? ]
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She chokes back a giggle when he starts sucking on her tongue -- it tickles! -- but at the same time her hands are pulling up his shirt, craving the heat of his skin. An ache builds up below her belly and she instinctively rocks her hips against him.
She's not literate enough to understand Hei's unspoken question, or to understand what her body is saying in response. She's operating purely on instinct and an intense desire not to think.]
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[ Her every response reads: Yes. Okay. But you don't just barge in without preliminaries and such first. He tightens his hold on her, palm splaying to feel the shape of her, marveling at the architectural curve of her ribcage to her waist and hips. Not a caress so much as a weapon-sweep. It's reflex. He doesn't go anywhere without concealed blades or frags. The priorities are nothing to laugh at. And since she's so close anyway, he might as well test the temperature differential properly. Both gloved hands slip under her shirt, splaying second-hand across skin, warm on cool, before bunching the fabric higher. ]
[ He fully plans to pull it off if she lets him. ]
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How far is she going to let this go?
She remembers the talk her White Lotus masters had with her after she developed breasts. They had impressed upon her the seriousness of sex, how it was not a decision to be taken lightly, and how badly it could interfere with her duties as the Avatar. They had made it sound terrifying. Her mother had laughed and told her not to be afraid, that with her husband it would be something joyous and fun.
Master Katara, who had travelled all over the world since she was 14, slipped her a bundle of herbs. "You'll find many people have different ideas about what a woman should do with her body," she'd said. "But in the end, it's your choice. You have to do what feels right to you."
It had sounded so profound at the time, but now, in the heat of the moment, she realizes what a difficult thing this is. A part of her wants to slow things down. Another part of her is appalled at how far things have gotten already. Yet another part is afraid of being left with her own thoughts, and the awkwardness that would ensue if she stopped things and they ended up still being trapped here. And the physical part of her ached for his touch. How can she do what feels right when all the parts of her were in disagreement?
Her body shivers as his hands brush against her skin. Desire and a fear of awkward silences won out over what could be considered her better judgement.
Permission granted.]
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[ Just how inexperienced is she? His conscience, inchoate, forms a question-mark. A rarity among Contractors, who reputedly have no morals at all. But what he feels isn't moral nausea. Age-grading is what helps to keep children childish -- and what reputedly creates clean-living adults. But Hei's childhood wasn't regulated in a series of developmental stages. It was fast, high-stepping -- then it was over. Or more fittingly it never existed. He was never assumed to have needs distinct from an adult. Nor was he shielded from any aspects of sex and brutality. Indeed, he grew up in the thick of it. On the basis of Want, Take, Have. ]
[ When she doesn't resist, he reads it as consent. ]
[ He kisses her again, a seal of lips, a taste of tongue, hands clutching at the material of her shirt. Breaks the kiss only as the material whooshes over her head, static crackling, before catching her mouth again. The shirt is forgotten on the floor next to them as his hands resettle on her ribs. Sliding up to cover her breasts, kneading and massaging before he works his way under wire and fabric to do it properly. Not gentle -- that's the wrong word for it. But ...careful. ]
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He touches the bare skin of her breast, and she makes a sound that's half squeak, half moan, embarrassingly loud. It feels so different from the way she touches herself in the shower. The bra clasp digs painfully into her back, and she lets go of him to reach back and undo it. A tricky endeavor, even when she's not pressed against a wall making out with somebody.]
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[ When she lets go to tackle the bra-clasp, he obliges, knowing his gloved fingers wouldn't be much use on hooks-&-eyes. ( ...you should take them off). His mouth breaks from hers to gnaw at her jaw, her neck, tracking kisses that are going to bruise, by intent, his teeth and lips forceful. A portion of his brain notes the advantage he'd have if they were opponents, since her hands are occupied, reciting a hundred techniques to adminster a death-blow. ]
[ The rest tells that portion to shut the fuck up. Just enjoy this. ]
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His kisses hurt, but she's never been afraid of a little pain. Her hands now free, she wraps her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Her fingers play with the hair on the nape of his neck and tug on the collar of his shirt. He has on way more clothing than she does.
She's hesitant still, inexperienced and shy, but she lets go of his neck and reaches down to start removing his shirt. Or at least indicate that she wants it gone.]
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[ Unbuttoning his shirt, he shrugs it off. No bogus physical modesty. He's done this enough times, undressed before strangers whose names are irrelevant, only their messier codes and significance to the mission of any concern to him. In the dim light, silvery scars run here and there on his torso and upper arms, bright by contrast with the darker skin. Starburst-shaped ones she can't see are on the back, looking like they were made by something nasty. The final step: he discards the knife behind his belt, hurling it at the adjacent wall. It hits with a thwock, blade in place, vibrating with the force of it. ]
[ Closeby. Just in case. ]
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She doesn't ask where he got them; he wouldn't tell her, and even if he might, she's pretty sure it would take more than one story.
Her hand traces its way across his chest, and she looks up at him, waiting for her next cue.]
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[ This position is familiar -- a replication of dozens of knee-tremblers and half-clothed embraces in back alleys. But it's hardly comfortable. He mouths out words into the shell of her ear, the syllables slurred and low, ]
... we should find a better spot.
[ Maybe he can spread her coat on the floor and have her lie down. ]
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O-okay?
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[ As for the Network device -- it's kicked aside, landing facedown in the pile with his shirt and gloves. Glancing at her, he extends a hand. ]
[ Lie back. The material's quite toasty. ]
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She'd never thought about how it could be used outside of a fight. She shrinks a little in embarrassment at how she had fussed earlier.
She hesitates before awkwardly lying down. ]
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[ He's rough, but not so much to cause legitimate pain -- she can always sock him in the jaw and tell him Don't. He knows the line between aggressive and coercive. ]
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Rough, it seems, is exactly how she likes it.]
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[ He raises his head, tracing her lips with his tongue before licking into her mouth. Still not partial to kisses. Yet the taste of her is becoming an addictive necessity. ]
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[ She'd inspired the completionist in him. Parts of him are still intact. ]
[ He watches Korra's reactions carefully. He wants to bring her off at least once, before moving to the main event. It'll be easier going for both of them that way. ]
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When she finally comes, she bites his neck to muffle her cry.]
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[ Aware all the while of the ache of his own impatience, blood and pulse and pressure. She can probably feel the hard bulge of his arousal against her. ]
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That was -- [She stops herself before saying "amazing," not wanting to sound as naive and inexperienced as (if she's honest with herself) she obviously is. She's not sure what she's supposed to say now. "Thank you"? Except it's not over yet. She can feel the press of his arousal against her side, and it stirs up in her a mixture of desire and fear.
She's never seen a man's parts before, much less touched them. She has a basic understanding of the raw mechanics, but that doesn't translate into actually knowing what to do. It would be so much easier if this were a fight...
Why not think about it that way? She stops to consider this. Better yet, why not think about it like pro-bending? She hadn't known what she was doing then either, but she had asked, watched, and learned, and there had been nothing embarrassing about it. She can do the same thing here.
She smiles and leans up a little to kiss him before reaching down to touch his erection through his pants.]
What do I do?
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