Video; Complete with Deity Filter;

[oceantrauma]

I never wanted him to get hurt like he did. [Hurt is an understatement. Frown on his face and clear upset in Ken's voice as he keeps talking, almost like he's talking to himself, unaware the device is on, but he knows.] I never meant anything like that by what I said. My brother was actually good to me. I just lost sight of it and wanted him to disappear. I wish I hadn't been so childish and stupid about it. If I could've just looked past myself-

...no. I-I didn't turn the device on for this! [But it's like word vomit.]

[He switches the feed to a filter before he can say more. He'll still babble against his will in responses.]


Deity Filter:
Deities, I've never had to address you before, not like this, so I hope this is the way to talk to you. I can go to the office, if I have to.

I wish to make a trade.


[ooc: Cursed with My Dirty Little Secret, and unable to do anything but talk about his dead brother, and his severe jealousy issues all day. So for those that wanted to know more about Ken's brother, Ken's darker aspects, or didn't even know he had a brother? Ask away.]

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[oceantrauma]

Thank you, Rita-san. For being so understanding, and the suggestion. If the movies fail, I'll turn to sleep.

[But even that makes him think of his brother, but before he can say another word he shuts the device off.]