[Apologize, you dickhead is what she meant by 'and', but it's as she said - he must figure it out for himself, and mean it, or else Mae will really just...give up. (No, not possible. She'll maintain a wider distance between them and there will be no nudging herself in his daily life to see if she can a. prevent the City from having a crazy werewolf in the woods and b. prevent the future crazy werewolf from having such a sucky life.)
But she's not giving him anymore hints. He either figures it out, or he doesn't.
The reason she comes running, takes off from work and actually stuffs a change of clothes in a bag before rushing through the forest close to whatever time it is I don't even know right now, is Stiles. The reason she kept radio silence as far as Derek was concerned ever since their argument is that she's pissed off. So maybe she's acting as a sort of cavalry.
He either cleans up his act, or he doesn't; Mae's still going to try and get Stiles to a safer - saner - place.
Suffice to say, she's stomping quite angrily through that forest yep.]
[Thank god she didn't pack a lot of stuff. Really, she didn't. Likely, she won't even change until someone with a sensitive nose tells her she reeks because there are more important matters. There's that tension and panic that comes with apparently every time Stiles comes back to the City, and it chews her up.
It gets worse when Derek says those things, because it must mean it's bad. Pushing the panic aside, she hurries up to get inside, dropping the bag on the floor and not paying Derek any attention.]
[She flinches at that, still uneasy, and with a glance his way she shrugs his hand away and just settles of sitting down on the couch. Her shoulder's warm where he grabbed it but it's not a pleasant warmth right now, and she keeps having to resist the urge to roll it.]
Okay, I'll just wait. [Frustrating as it is. It's not the first time Stiles returned and headed straight to Derek - it's strange, though, she's pretty sure she remembers a furious, livid Stiles saying I'm done in regards to him.]
He showed up at my door, and told me that he went home. Told me I left. It was obvious he needed sleep, so I put him to bed, and he asked me not to send him away.
[Oh, this is so not just her problem. He makes her snappish - in under twenty minutes, record.] I don't trust you two around each other.
[Because Stiles keeps coming back and that's on him and she can't knock him out for being stupid this time, but Derek acts like a total tool anyway, not just in her imagination.] For some reason you keep drifting together, then drifting apart, and every time I've seen it happened it's been with one consequence - you mess with his head, Derek. Tell me you aren't completely aware of it.
This is still not your problem, Mae. Why does everyone in this place think that it's any of their business. If I hurt you? I'm sorry. But you know what? Stiles and I are complicated enough without anyone else in the middle.
[Holds her hands up like For fuck's sake and I give up mixed up in one.] Do you not think I know that? I had bruises the last time I got in the middle. And no apology starts with 'If I hurt you', because if you don't know, you're not genuinely sorry.
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and now it's action
But she's not giving him anymore hints. He either figures it out, or he doesn't.
The reason she comes running, takes off from work and actually stuffs a change of clothes in a bag before rushing through the forest close to whatever time it is I don't even know right now, is Stiles. The reason she kept radio silence as far as Derek was concerned ever since their argument is that she's pissed off. So maybe she's acting as a sort of cavalry.
He either cleans up his act, or he doesn't; Mae's still going to try and get Stiles to a safer - saner - place.
Suffice to say, she's stomping quite angrily through that forest yep.]
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I don't like leaving him alone.
[It had taken a bit of a feat to unwrap Stiles from Derek's chest, but well, here he is.]
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It gets worse when Derek says those things, because it must mean it's bad. Pushing the panic aside, she hurries up to get inside, dropping the bag on the floor and not paying Derek any attention.]
Where?
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[It's the larger bedroom, and Stiles is asleep in the bed, but Derek grabs Mae by the shoulder]
Don't go in there. He really needs sleep.
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Okay, I'll just wait. [Frustrating as it is. It's not the first time Stiles returned and headed straight to Derek - it's strange, though, she's pretty sure she remembers a furious, livid Stiles saying I'm done in regards to him.]
When did he get back?
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An hour.
[See, he did good. He contacted her quick.]
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What's happened?
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He showed up at my door, and told me that he went home. Told me I left. It was obvious he needed sleep, so I put him to bed, and he asked me not to send him away.
Something's wrong with him.
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What makes you say that?
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I don't trust you around him.
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[He does not care.]
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[Because Stiles keeps coming back and that's on him and she can't knock him out for being stupid this time, but Derek acts like a total tool anyway, not just in her imagination.] For some reason you keep drifting together, then drifting apart, and every time I've seen it happened it's been with one consequence - you mess with his head, Derek. Tell me you aren't completely aware of it.
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This is ridiculous. I'm not going to grovel-
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