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[The feed clicks on with a long moment of silence. Contemplative silence; or really, resisting silence. But the curse wins out.

They always do.]

I don't wanna talk about dying. Don't wanna think about it, either, but I do. Not all the time but more than I want. Knowing how you're gonna go doesn't make it easier; and I dunno when, just whenever this place is done. Nothing strange there, I guess, except I got used to not worrying about it. Life's a bitch and then you don't die, Ed said. He's the only one I ever knew who it bothered.

Knowing why helps a little, doesn't mean I'm not till fucking terrified. You'd think maybe it wouldn't be scary, knowing how, but it just means I know it's gonna hurt. Not a thing to change that. Doesn't help knowing it's a good cause.

[There's a long pause.]

The first time-- when I died, I mean-- it hurt like fuck but it wasn't so bad, or maybe it's just you forget after a while. Everything gets a little numb. Had ten years of that. But it was easier-- I mean, I knew I'd come out the other side anyway, wasn't the same as this. Everyone told you it'd hurt but not how bad-- didn't wanna scare me off, maybe. Getting bit wasn't the bad part, at least not for me. Not when I knew it was coming. Knew the girl, even. But after-- you lose enough blood and your body starts to panic even if you didn't mean it. And once you're infected that's it. That's what hurts.

Coming back was just as bad. Fuck, and I had it easy. I'm the only one who didn't fucking light myself on fire.

[Another pause.]

I'm gonna be torn to shreds when I go. There's your fucking story, City. That's all I got.

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Infected...?

...with what?

[Something that brings you back from the dead, it sounds like. Maybe he shouldn't have asked...]

Vampirism.

[Hey, you asked.]

[Yeah, he regrets that now.]

O-oh...

Okay.

[Nodding...?]

Cool.

[NO GODDAMMIT XAVIER WHY DID YOU SAY COOL THIS MAN JUST TOLD THE STORY OF HOW HE DIED AND NOW HE'S A VAMPIRE AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS COOL THAT IS NOT EVEN COOL WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE IT'S TOO LATE TO TAKE IT BACK OH JESUS CHRIST YOU ARE GOING DO DIE.]

O-or...you know...not cool. Whatever.

Don't have 'em where you're from, huh?

[It's okay, Frankie has put his foot in his mouth more than once in his life. Not usually quite that deep, but he'll cut you some slack, bad mood or no.]

[Oh, thank God. He has to physically restrain himself from sighing in relief.]

Yeah, no.

Definitely not...

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I'd bring you home with me. To me.

Kinda have a feeling there won't be much of me left.

You're not allowed to fucking say that.

Shit, I didn't wanna say any of it.

I don't want you to die-

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Dying is always painful...and tiresome.

Dunno if I'd say that.

If you die enough, you might find it to be true.

I can only speak for myself.

Pretty sure twice is all I get. Not even sure the first one counts.

That is odd for a human. Usually one death is enough.

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Who's Ed?

My brother.

[Geez, he shouldn't be saying fuck so much, should he. Oops.]

[He's not particularly fazed by the cursing, at least?]

It bothered him that he wasn't going to die?

Bothered him being a vampire.

Yeah. I can see how that might bother someone.

[He probably wouldn't love it, himself.]

Younger or older?

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I died. Years ago. I was out for sixteen hours. I never felt the same again. I was told it'd change me. It did. Sometimes, I have nightmares. Anyway, just wanted to say that I've been there. And I've been terrified before. Crippling terror. If you ever need to talk, the name's Scott McCall.

Did you know you were gonna come back?

I knew I'd come back. I also knew what the consequences were. But, I had no choice. I'd do it again to save my mom.

See, when I died-- I dunno, maybe it doesn't count. The first one. I knew it was coming, I knew what I was getting into, knew I'd be okay. It's not really dead, not the same way, being a vampire.

This time I got nothing more, you know? That's fucking it. Ten years I thought I'd live forever, now it's borrowed time.

You're a vampire?

[ And he's a werewolf. Fascinating. ]

How do you know you're going to die?

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