othersdie: are you exiled in those bottomless nights? (Cursed)
Justin Pendleton ([personal profile] othersdie) wrote in [community profile] poly_chromatic2012-07-15 07:46 pm

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[action]

[Justin, looking older and more worn than usual, is in the garden. If his rumpled appearance or the cigarettes don't indicate a cursed state, his complete inaction should. He's seldom idle, usually, and the police force has been keeping him occupied lately.

But right now, he's sitting under a tree. Smoking. Looking either bored or blank--it's difficult to tell. He's not going anywhere soon.]



[text]

This again. And again, and again, and again. The details change but the plot repeats itself. Not just one weekend a month or even here alone. Listen to the clock. Each tick is just like the one preceding it, like the one following it. Tedious second after tedious second. Identical seconds, adding up to minutes and hours and days and years that blur together into a single unremarkable life until, finally, we have the privilege of dying.

I wonder why we bother living through the tedium.

Why do we consider life so valuable when it ultimately comes to nothing?


[ooc: Cursed with The Years That Never Were. This is a Justin I've been working on for a while, so there's an explanation for the curious. Responses will come from the curse journal, mostly.]
ohcurses: (Justin: Path Not Taken: Chagrin)

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[personal profile] ohcurses 2012-07-16 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh... sorry. You look different.
oceantrauma: (female!Ken - Neutral/Huh?)

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[personal profile] oceantrauma 2012-07-16 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, yes. I'm...in a girl's body.

But what about you? You look different, too.
ohcurses: (Justin: Path Not Taken: Apathy)

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[personal profile] ohcurses 2012-07-16 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
Strange.

[He takes a long draw on his cigarette.]

What do you mean?
oceantrauma: (female!Ken - Nervous/Uncertain)

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[personal profile] oceantrauma 2012-07-16 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
You look older, not as tidy as you usually are.
ohcurses: (Justin: Path Not Taken: Stare)

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[personal profile] ohcurses 2012-07-16 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Three years passed last time I left, but that was... December. Last December, when I came back.
oceantrauma: (female!Ken - Ah? What?)

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[personal profile] oceantrauma 2012-07-16 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Three years.... [Oh, definitely cursed.]

That's quite a bit of time. Perhaps that's why you seem different to me.
ohcurses: (Justin: Path Not Taken: Chagrin)

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[personal profile] ohcurses 2012-07-16 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Why? How am I usually to you?

[He has no idea he's cursed, Ken. Really.]
oceantrauma: (female!Ken - Shy/Embarrassed/Touched)

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[personal profile] oceantrauma 2012-07-20 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He knows this, it's obvious, but...how does one speak with the cursed in this manner? About this?]

It's hard to explain. Normally there's something.... I can't really put words to it, I'm sorry.
ohcurses: (Justin: Path Not Taken: Apathy)

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[personal profile] ohcurses 2012-07-20 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[After a moment of looking generally unimpressed--]

Oh. That's fine.