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[deadly_legacy]

Hello, I was wondering if anyone was good with wood.

[Minds out of the gutter!] I broke my brother's chess set when everything was glass. It's back to normal now, but it's still broken. It's just broken wood instead of glass. [She holds up the knight piece in three pieces. The wood was nicely polished on the outside and the breaks were fairly clean though parts were splintered.] Some pieces are worse than others. I know I could get a new board, but this one is special to me if anyone thinks they can help.

[She then removes just a few people from the feed before continuing.]

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Also, I have a hypothetical question. [Not hypothetical.] If a person was enjoying spending time with two people—one of whom she thought of as a friend and one who she was thinking of as maybe being more than that, but then she found out that the friend loved her and she isn't sure how she feels, but something like this had actually happened once before and didn't turn out well and she's afraid of that happening again then what should this person do? [The longest of sentences.]

Ah... That probably didn't make much sense, did it? Never mind. Thank you.

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[guardianjoker]

A broken chess set? If you haven't already got someone to help-- I could use my ability to restore it back to how it was? [she normally doesn't mention this to people so that's she filtered this too]

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[guardianjoker]

You know, that question of yours, it almost sounds like a situation I was in too.

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[deadly_legacy]

Derek is coming over to look at it already. Your ability could just make it go back to how it was though? [She hadn't really thought about that, but there were people who could do such things, weren't there?]

It does?

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[guardianjoker]

Yeah that's right. It's pretty easy to do too if you friend isn't able to.

[She just nods at the last statement] Mm, yeah it happened back at home.

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[deadly_legacy]

What did you do?

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[guardianjoker]

That's...sort of complicated.

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[deadly_legacy]

...Did it work out?

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[guardianjoker]

Well there were a few complications since the one of the two wasn't fond of the other at first--

But I guess it did? I mean, I wasn't really sure how I felt, it was all really new to me [she was only 12 at the time of all this after all] but in the end they were both understanding about it. Strangely enough, it wasn't something I figured out until being in this place for a while.

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[deadly_legacy]

Oh? Does that mean you haven't seen them both in some time? [She does remember one boy, but not two.]

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[guardianjoker]

Mm. Well only one of the two, at least. [meaning that ikuto was definitely one of the two]

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[deadly_legacy]

[she nods.]

Did that make it less complicated?

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[guardianjoker]

Not at first-- but I guess over time it sort of did.

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[deadly_legacy]

I suppose you can't know how they will each take it.

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[guardianjoker]

Mm, yeah&dmash; especially since I didn't want either to hate me for it, for whatever choice I did make.

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[deadly_legacy]

I know what you mean. I don't think they would hate me, but... I don't want them to feel uncomfortable around me either.

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[guardianjoker]

[she just nods] Yeah, that's one of the things I was worried about too, that it would ruin our friendship. It makes it more difficult to decide when taking that into account.

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[deadly_legacy]

Yes. Friendships are important.

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[guardianjoker]

Mm. Is that the situation you're in then? The one you were talking about, I mean.

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[deadly_legacy]

Ah, yes, it is. Things always seem to get complicated. [She blames herself for that.]

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[guardianjoker]

Have you talked to them about it?

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[deadly_legacy]

Not yet. I mean... A little. I'm just not sure what I should say or do entirely.

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[guardianjoker]

Mm, yeah it's a difficult situation.

Do they know you're still trying to decide though?

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[deadly_legacy]

I think Justin thinks I'm choosing Tommy and I don't think Tommy knows about it.

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[guardianjoker]

...And what about you? You're still not sure I take it?

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[deadly_legacy]

I'm not sure what to think at all. I guess that's the problem.