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[hexuality]

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I don't know how to do this.

[It's Ginny voice, but she isn't in the frame. What you see is the living room of Building 12 #915, so thoroughly lived-in, so homey, photographs and cushions and slippers kicked off on the rug. A cat streaks across the floor and out of sight. There's a heavy exhale, shaky on the edges, then the feed cuts out.

When the image comes back, it's her bedroom with an empty suitcase on the bed. To be honest, it may very well remain empty. It's more ceremonial than anything, maybe. But Ginny's now walking in front of the camera, sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at the floor with her hands curled into the blanket. When she speaks, it's low and steady but the real struggle is in her expression, which is why she'd hiding it for the most part.]

I've tried to go home for years. I've tried and failed for so long that I'm not even sure I can believe that this time'll be different, but it... It feels different, like everyone's—gearing up, packing up. Like the end of the school year. Only it isn't a holiday; we wouldn't be coming back, right? We can't.

I shouldn't want to. I've always said this place was the holiday. But it's... I mean, I couldn't help it after a while, could I, feeling attached? It became home. I hated that it did. Maybe it isn't home, maybe I meant that—that you lot made it home. It's been five years and I don't know how I can go back to a world where our times don't line up or where I've got magic and you haven't or...

[Or you're dead. Or haven't been born yet. Or you just don't exist.]

Bloody hell. [She inhales sharply, tipping her head back, composing herself. She isn't crying. She doesn't cry. But you can see the tightness in her jaw and shoulders, the flush across her cheeks, how determined she is to not look at the camera.] Gone home twice, never left time for goodbyes. Always gave a hard time to my friends who did the same to me. And now here we are and I'm mucking it up completely.

[Ginny falls silent after that, sitting for a long time. Then Sir Weatherby hoots softly off-camera and it shakes her from it, a fleeting smile passing over her lips as she glances over her shoulder at the owl.]

You're coming with me, of course. And the cats and the puffs.

[Finally, finally, Ginny looks at the camera, eyes bright and blazing, voice softer.]

And I know you lot can't. Home's a mess, even coming over to The Burrow for dinner wouldn't make all the rebuilding worth it. But please let me see you before we all head off, because... Well, if this is really it, I want to make sure— [Breathe, Ginny. She smiles.] If we're friends, we're family, too. I never let family off easily.


[ooc; please come say your goodbyes. thank you so, so much poly. it's been an honour and a joy. i love you.]

Comments

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[trenchknives]

Hey, kid, I...

[Frankly, he's not sure he has any idea how to do this. Of anyone in the City, Ginny's been one of the most important to him, one of the ones who's consistently been there for him, no matter what.]

If there were any way to thank you, y'know, for everythin'... I would. But there ain't, so I guess you just gotta accept my clumsy attempts anyway.

[A pause.]

And yeah, the people here -- people like you -- made it feel like home.

[primrosella]

Oh, Ginny, I know you must be terribly busy, but something's arrived for you--do you have a minute, by any chance? It's the strangest thing, but a man just came by with a box, and it's addressed with your name on it.

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[chakotay]

If I come see you, would it be too much to ask for another flying lesson?

[ one last flight to remember and a last chance for them to see each other off properly. ]

[hexuality]

I—what? For me?

Rosella, haven't you got a wedding to rush off to?

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[hexuality]

Jimmy.

[This is too hard, oh hell.]

Careful, I'll get emotional. No one wants that.

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[hexuality]

No, of course not. [She cracks a smile.] I'll even give it to you for free.

[They've always been free, have been for years.]

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[trenchknives]

Shit, I already am emotional. I don't want you to feel bad, but...

[A long sigh.]

I'm not sure how to not feel bad. I'm gonna miss you.

[skintoskin]

Hey.

Saw your message and... just thought I'd...

[He shrugs.]

I dunno. Wish you luck, I guess?

[primrosella]

I was checking on the champagne, and he just turned up!

[She has arguably been checking everything today, and also rushing around like mad so one must forgive her for sort of just aggressively managing everything as it comes without much thought.]

It'll just take a minute, I'm sure, but do you know someone by the name of R. Miller, by any chance?

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[hexuality]

[She has to look away at that, a breath like a laugh but laced with something else.]

Damn it, Darmody.

[Right in the heart.]

Me too. You're a good bloke, no matter what you think. I won't forget that.

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[trenchknives]

[He nods, slowly, wondering if she'll ever know exactly how much those words mean to him.]

I gotta say, you make me almost believe that. You're the best goddamned boss I coulda asked for, 'n you ain't half bad as a friend, either.

[Now he's the one making that odd half-laugh.]

Hell, y'know, I dunno if I can do this.

[hexuality]

[THE HELL.]

Rudy? Er, Rudy Miller's all I can think... Hang on, he isn't there, is he?

[primrosella]

No, but that's who sent the...er, the whatever-it-is. When I signed for it, the man making the delivery said it...oh, let me think what he'd said. That it ought to be delivered to the workplace or former workplace of Miss Ginny Weasley, and then something about advance directives and prepaid contingencies or something like that, and then something about the end of the world?

Really, I'm not sure what it's all about, but there's something here for you nevertheless. I rather think it might be flowers.

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[hexuality]

Believe it. I'm not wrong about people.

[She laughs again, shaking her head, slapping the suitcase next to her.]

What, and you think I can? Look at this. Useless. I don't know how we're meant to go anywhere and believe it never happened.

[hexuality]

I hope this isn't some roundabout way of inviting me to your wedding, Rosella, because you know I'd be there with fireworks in a heartbeat, right?

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[trenchknives]

I know. And it ain't like we're gonna be able to just forget about each other. I mean, I'm used to losin' people, but...

[He shrugs.]

This is kinda different. I'm gonna know you're somewhere else, in some other universe, where I can't get to you, 'n believe me, I'm gonna be happy you're alive 'n well, but I'm also gonna hate the fact that you're, y'know, halfway around the world 'n decades in the future 'n there'll be no way to talk to you or have you yell at me for fuckin' around with the merchandise when I should be doing inventory.

[primrosella]

It's not! Goodness knows you're invited anyway, and quite welcome to bring your R. Miller along with you, besides.

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[67chevyimpala]

Sounds like you have a challenge waiting for you.

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[brobeforehos]

Ginny- [A goodbye like this one isn't easy to make. No goodbye is easy, but this one is just...

There's a long pause, and then the quietest voice Mae has had.] I don't know how to do this.

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[chakotay]

[ he smiles at that. ]

Then I'll see you at the same place?

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[hexuality]

[That earns a laugh, and then: ] You think we'll remember?

[There's a touch of hopefulness to her voice, the softening in her expression.]

I'd like to. Even if it means it hurts a bit because of all that, what you just said—I'd still like to know this happened. And maybe I'll think it was some mad dream or something, but we're all real, and I reckon we deserve to be able to look back and know that.

[hexuality]

Flowers? [Daffodils, she guesses.] He isn't my R. Miller! [Thanks for that laugh, though, Rosella.] I'll be there in a bit. Like I'd ever miss seeing a real princess get married.

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[hexuality]

Weasley Stadium deserves to have one more race before we go. I'll meet you there.

[hexuality]

Thank you. You too, with wherever you decide to go.

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[hexuality]

Yeah. [She smiles, shrugs a bit.] I'd say the hard part's over, but fighting's all I've known for years. This bit's what's new.

[She'll be coming home a week after the battles, but there are still so many funerals left to go to, the mourning, the rebuilding of the school and their government, the world.]

I like challenges, though. You know that, Dean.