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[eiremagic]

I was seventeen when I got here. I was a fucking teenager. Now I'm twenty-three and shite, actually, I'm twenty-six, because I spent three years back home dealing with that crap two years back and now-

I'm not the same person I was. How the fuck did that happen?

And don't fucking say I grew up, that doesn't fucking help.

In six months I'll have been here six years. Six fucking years. With a three year break, that's nine years - almost a decade with living with this dimension moving shite.

Fuck.

Fuck.

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[eiremagic]

Maybe it's an-

....there's a note.

It's inside the box I didn't see it before.

[never_very_good]

So who's it from?

[eiremagic]

....Moore.

[never_very_good]

...bullshit. How?

[eiremagic]

Why the fuck would I make that up?

It's right here. Happy birthday, from Moore.

[never_very_good]

He must've set it up when-- you know. Last time.

I mean-- he didn't stay, he'd've said something, right?

[eiremagic]

Frankie, if he had stayed, our sex life wouldn't be nearly as fucking active as it is now.

[never_very_good]

Fuck's sake. I just mean--

He's not the kinda guy who stays outta the way, though, I guess.

[eiremagic]

Doesn't know the meaning of the word.

[never_very_good]

Hmn.

[eiremagic]

....are you jealous?

[never_very_good]

Should I be?

[eiremagic]

It's a cake.

I'll notice you didn't get me a cake.

[never_very_good]

I should be jealous he's a better boyfriend than me? That doesn't make me jealous, just makes me a piece of shit, Eden.

[eiremagic]

You could get me a cake.

[never_very_good]

You really want two cakes?

[eiremagic]

You could get me something better than a cake.

[never_very_good]

Thought I'd take you out somewhere. Dinner, you know. Something nice.

[eiremagic]

Yeah? That would be better than cake-

Unless I have to wear a dress.

[never_very_good]

Wouldn't make you.

[eiremagic]

You're the best thing I've ever had.

[never_very_good]

I'd do you better if I could, Eden.

[eiremagic]

I know you would.