video; (forward dated)--memory theater

[indecent_butterfly]

 


  

(ooc: please note Hatter states elsewhere that ne didn't look Lucifel in the face. His identity is only going to be perfectly known by this memory to those who would know him, not Kira; although, it is logical to assume there are those who will be able to figure it out given details.

Also, suppose there should be a warning for abusive/shaming language...)  

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[beyourarmy]

[This is all Setsuna got out of it.]

So...you like someone being mean to you? That never makes you sad?

[indecent_butterfly]

[Silly boy.]

This One deserves nothing more. Why would that make One sad?

[beyourarmy]

I... Bu...

Well, it'd make me sad. It seems more like you enjoy it, rather than you just deserve it.

[indecent_butterfly]

How could One not enjoy being berated by the one they love? Or vice versa.

[worldofourown]

Honestly.

What a nasty thing to say.

[ And what a familiar one. ]

[beyourarmy]

But...I really don't. I hate making Sara mad at me, let alone...something like that! I don't even like just knowing I disappointed anyone.

We must be very different people.

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[mortemscintilla]

[ Interesting. Somehow predictable too. A glutton for abuse. ]

So why didn't you hang yourself?

[indecent_butterfly]

[Karl, you should know better.]

But all true.

[indecent_butterfly]

This One is quite worthless and undeserving of love. [Ne smiles at the thought.] He was the first to see that as well.

[beyourarmy]

But...no one's undeserving of love! Everybody deserves some kinda love. Unless you just get off on that sort of thing. I guess.

[You're really hurting his head, Hatter.]

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[indecent_butterfly]

That would have given worth to One's actions.

[indecent_butterfly]

This One could never love someone who loved Oneself.

[beyourarmy]

But why not?

You really get no joy from having something like that returned? Ever?

[indecent_butterfly]

One is as named. Who wants or desires that deemed Worthless.

[beyourarmy]

But.... You're fine with being worthless? Did you decide that? Did you make yourself worthless?

[indecent_butterfly]

As One was named, so One became. If One was to be worthless, One would be the most so.

[beyourarmy]

And you're just FINE with that?

[indecent_butterfly]

One choose to be so. Why wouldn't One be fine with it?

[beyourarmy]

When you put it that way, I guess that's just how it is.

But I don't think I'm ever gonna get this.

[indecent_butterfly]

Of course it is. Don't worry yourself over it.

One is quite happy for as long as he does not love this One back.

[beyourarmy]

[He does not know how to deal with this.]

From the sound of it, outside of curses, that probably isn't an issue.

filtered;

[sympathyforme]

Fucked up.

[Have some Kira-brand of coldness to deal with.]

private;

[indecent_butterfly]

That and he's not here. Not really.

[There's a sigh as ne says it, the smile fading slightly.]

But that's alright.

filtered;

[indecent_butterfly]

[Not going to change the fact that ne's rather happy at the moment. It just adds to it.]

There was no intent with this. Neither will it erase.

[worldofourown]

I've said it before.

What an empty life, unless you have a Him or Her to give it meaning.