[ She does need it. So when Mae pulls her closer, Clary wraps her arms around her and buries her face in her shoulder. With her question, she makes a noise, shakes like she's laughing. Better to do that than to cry, right? ]

No, but only because by this point it would be the third time and I don't want a reputation. [ A quiet pause. ] Sebastian, my actual brother, he kissed me before. Before I knew who he was. He knew who I was though. Like I said, fucked up family. [ Sighing as she runs a hand through her messy hair. ] Maybe I'm broken too. I hate not being able to fight back.