Miserable. [It's funny. She's gotten used to hiding her pain, making sure nobody knows just how much she's hurting because she doesn't want to worry anyone, or she's too proud to let them see. But she's being honest with Mako now, not because she trusts him, not because they have some special bond or she feels safe with him, but because she's angry and she knows her pain will hurt him. (Petty and selfish and cruel, but right now she doesn't have it in herself to care.)]
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